I'm demotivated. Programming, working, blogging, website updating, administrative stuff, answering mails, all this feels so senseless currently. But even doing nothing is demotivating and depressing, so I'm keeping doing it. I recently began to work on Irrlicht
more again to prepare the next release, moved some pages to ambiera
, implemented hardware accelerated global illumination in irredit
(going to blog about this maybe) and lots of other things, but I'm still feeling empty.
I don't know what's the cause of this mood, but I'm at least depressed by the news. Huge democratic progress because of a death sentence? 2 days before U.S. elections? What a joke. Especially if the death sentence was because of 148 killed people, while Bush caused the death of 650.000 people in Iraq in the latest illegal war started by him, and there are no consequences for him at all. What a mad world. And did you follow news in Austria? You can only express in Austrian Language what they are doing there currently: Unglaubliches Kasperltheater, und auch noch finanziert von uns.
I could keep on like this for a while, but I'm putting this aside, nobody really wants to read it. Sorry for this negative post. Here's something more positive to watch via youTube
, to cheer up.